I haven't posted in a while but i feel obliged to at this very moment. (In a spock-like voice) Logic would dictate that a post is in order. Sarah and I had a party last night...as much as i love them, these parties provide me with all the perks of a hostel cleaning service and all the downfalls or a drama filled party...yeah!

Well let me start from the beginning. One week ago I kidnapped my best friend. The "snatching" was actually supposed to take place on this beach in pines lake but after circling the perimeter several times a sentry exposed our positions. We(Hagem,Festim,myself) were forced to retreat. We wound up back at Wills house and we decided "forget it all!" we'll just kidnap Nelson wherever he was at his current moment. So Will, Festim, and I drove to a general area where we believed Gabi to reside. We flee a running car, run up the paved front yard, and huddle in an entrance foyer...The whole time I had no idea if I was in the right house...finally i hear Nelsons voice and am like thank god!. He rounds the corner and bam;we pounce. Tag Him and Bag Him...The whole time i felt so bad for the handcuffs and tape seemed painful but we continued; mob mentality prevails (i was the nicest kidnapper?) We drove the car with brainwash music for several minutes and so we sneak Nelson back to Will's where everyone was ready to yell surprise! I thinks thats the best surprise bday ever! Good times ensued...

(Cut back to this past night) A lot of stuff went down but at the same time a lot of stuff did not go down...paradoxical....my specialty. People told me things that should not be spoken but were uttered in a time long ago in defiance of the gods who were petty and cruel who plagued mankind with sufferings....

24 hours ago, I woke up and began drinking water and eating cereal. I knew that at 10/11ish I would be embarking on a journey that would forever change me so i quenched my thirst and hunger in order to better help me prepare for the adventure I would later remember as "Pinkberry or Bust".  Wayne, Paterson, Clifton, Garfield,???,Hackensack, Teaneck, Lodi, Leonia, and  Fort Wree, Kay Bing and I biked it all. (btw eff Fort Lee Rd.) After about 2 or so hours I was exhausted but biking in the city. Whoa. The journey changed me in the sense that i am no longer afraid of cars...haha cars they think they own the road... I got pinkberry green tea fro-yo with Cookies and cream, bananas, and raspberries(for the first time!) woo!! In order to save my noob-lar-resent qualities we took the bus home... After securing a lead spot in the line, Kay and I managed to be the last ones on the bus and standing for thee commute home(meh wasnt that bad)...

I'm at home...I drop my head onto my knee and i let the sleep demon demonize the demonry; I lift my head up and say "no" to sleep. So i plan/organize this party where i know all the wrong outcomes will surely come to fruition, but I accept fate finally as i should and just let it happen. Jacob touched somebody, I watched all the wrong things happen, squeeze in some good moments here and there, throw in some unexpected revelations, and here i type a confused and silly boy?